So little time, so much to do

And yet I find time to post a little something here every now and then. You know what, I’ve got a lot of things to do and a lot of places to be, but for some reason I just don’t feel as stressed out as I would have been a year ago. I’ve taken control over my life, and now I can realy relax when it’s time to relax. Like today! I was up at 5.45 this morning, I’ve been to school for most of the day, I’ve rehearsed for some auditions for an hour or two, picked up my car, gone shopping and lots of other stuff. Now dinner’s in the oven, and in an hour I’m off to handballpractice! Lots and lots of things to do, but NO STRESS! I love it After traning I’m of to visit my new “flame”, he’s so God damn cute it’s almost impossible! He treats me with more respect then any other guy has ever done, he insists on paying for everything when we go out to dinner and he oftenly tells me how beautiful I look. Every girl should have a guy like this, I tell  you! Too bad I didn’t realize this earlier, that would have spared me a lot of pain and heartbreaks… Can you tell me why I’ve only been attracted to guys who turn out to be jerks the last couple of years?

Anywhoooo, I don’t think that will be a problem this time, thankfully!

xxx me

It’s my game

From the age of twelve and up untill two years ago I played handball three times a week, and almost every saturday or sunday throughout the whole winter. I actually got kinda good at it, I was on this specially picked team, and we got to play at this HUGE tournament! I was captain of my team, and the chief of defence. And then I quit. I just couldn’t see the fun in it anymore. And I tell you, for the first six months, I thought it was okay not to be in the game anymore. But when six months had passed, I started missing it. So, now I’m back! Tonight I entered the court again, training with a bunch of sixteen-yearolds, and I loved it! I’ve never been this exhausted after 40 minutes of training, and it has never been more worth it! Tomorrow I’m going to feel like I’ve been hit by a train or something, and my left hip and knee is going to be all blue and yellow, but I couldn’t care less. I tell you, it’s good to be back! I hope I can keep it up, and train with the girls three times a week.. If not, I’ll take the time, I just realised how much I love this game.

Well, good night everybody! I know one girl who’s going to sleep real tight tonight ;p

xoxo me

A ticking bomb ..

I’m so mad right now, I think I could kill somebody! Well, not just anybody, but a very particular someone. I’m not the type of person who usually stays mad for a long time, but I think this time it’s going to be different. I guess you would be mad too, if you found out that somebody’s been lying too you for two months…  Yeah, and broken your heart in a pretty horrible way. Trust me, I’ll stay mad for a while…