Or at least it could turn into a problem.. Or some pretty big trouble. It all depends on what I decide to do. You see, a few weeks ago I broke up with my boyfriend. We’d been together for almost two years, but the last months haven’t been easy, and in the end I realised that it wasn’t worth fighting for any longer. Now, over to the problem. I think I’ve got a crush on this guy. The only problem is, he’s been my friend for about three years, and suddenly he doesn’t want to speak to me. I haven’t said anything about how I feel, he just started avvoiding me without any reason. I’m totally confused. Now, I have to say that I’m not sure it’s a crush. I tend to want what I can’t get and I, without a doubt, “want him”, if you know what I mean? I hate myself for this, but I can’t help it. What’s wrong with me, does my body think I’m some kind of a lioness, and that I want to hunt down something at all times? I’m a sad little person, I know.. But I can’t help my instincts, even though they’re going to get me into a great deal of trouble some day.
